Whew!!! I am so glad that the holidays are over. I am not a fan of the holiday at all. I have made it to another year. I am feeling optismistic about the opportunities that are ahead of me. I am headed in the right directions. I have become aware of my insecurities that could possibly be a hinderance to me and my relationships. It's always so easy to see when someone else is doing something wrong, not so much when it's you doing the wrong. I have no problem with being held accountable for my decisions and behaviors; whether they are good or bad. I just need someone to be true to me and point me out on my ish. I am becoming increasingly closer to God each and everyday. It makes me feel awesome to have created a relationship with God. I do believe that is one of the things that was missing from my hectic life. I am understanding that religion is essential to my overall well being. It is important that I learn how to balance my complex emotions and negative inner feelings with talking things through. I was raised not to have a voice and that affects the way that I behave today. I am very proud of myself for taking the initiative and preparing myself and my family for the road ahead.
I have had several schooling and employment opportunities in the past two or three weeks. Sometimes it becomes overwhelming to make decisions. I have learned to ask God for guidance and try to stay and listen for an answer. I have been soo elated recently and I pray to God that this feeling stays with me for quite awhile. This writing this blog is very therapeutic for me, even if noone reads this but me, myslef ,and I.
Hugs,
I love you because I finally have learned to love myself.
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